You are not broken. You are buried. And there is a difference.
Free Spirit Holistic Healing Farm
Free Spirit Holistic Healing Farm is a place where the version of you that you have learned to hide is not only welcome — it is exactly who we have been waiting for.
Holistic Healing
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Loon Lake, SK
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(306) 819-9244
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Mission Statement
I know what it costs to live disconnected from yourself. I have been the person standing on the outside of my own life looking in. I have survived things I do not wish on anyone. And I spent a long time not knowing who I was.
The horses were there through all of it. They are the reason I am still alive. And they are the reason I do this work.
Free Spirit Holistic Healing Farm is a sacred space where people who have been carrying weight that does not belong to them can finally put it down. Not by talking more, thinking more, or pushing harder — but by stepping into a field with a herd of horses who will feel exactly where you are and stay anyway.
We serve people aged 15 and up who are lost, heavy, and tired of just surviving. If that is you — you are welcome here.
The Whole Herd For You
Individual Session
Survivors Come Together
Mental Health Support Group
The Herd and Up To Five People
Small Group Session
Work With The Horses and Other Practitioners
Retreats
Meet The Herd
These horses are not therapy tools. They are not trained to perform a role or follow a script. They are free to be exactly who they are — and that freedom is the whole point.
Each one has their own gifts, their own way of seeing, and their own way of showing up for the people who come through this gate. They divided the work among themselves in ways I never assigned. I just learned to pay attention.
When you come to Free Spirit, you do not choose which horse you work with. They choose you. And they will meet you exactly where you are — not where you wish you were, not where you think you should be. Exactly where you are, right now.
That is not a technique. That is just who they are.
Baby Doll
Baby Doll protects the ones who need it most. She has stood with pregnant women, held caregivers who had nothing left, and hugged harder when the deepest layer finally surfaced. She is the eldest of the herd. What she has given in this work cannot be measured.
Penny
Penny is a healer. She does not mirror what you bring — she absorbs it. She has laid her body down for days after a single session with someone in deep pain. She gives everything she has. She is 21 years old and she has earned every moment of the reverence she receives.
Baby
Baby runs the session with a precision you cannot plan for. She times each layer, holds space between releases, and walks to the gate — not the side of the pen, the gate — when the work is truly complete. She knows the difference. She always has.
Chick
She is Jewels mom and also rarely steps forward. When she does you are the chosen one. When either one moves toward a client, something genuinely different is happening in that session. Pay attention. They are never wrong.
Blue
Blue will make you laugh when you did not know you still could. He works through contact and joy and pure physical presence — and underneath the comedy, he is reading your body the whole time. Laughter is a doorway. Blue knows exactly where it leads.
Coop
Coop is the herd sire. And Lifesaver
He saved my husband’s life in 2020.
He would not relax until I got my husband in the car and on the way to the hospial. Coops action saved my husband as he was on his way to a heart attack. He will forever have a home with us.
Jewel
She rarely steps forward. Which is exactly why it matters when she does. When she moves toward a client, something genuinely different is happening in that session. Pay attention. She is never wrong.
Reba
Reba does not trust easily. She participates on her own terms and she takes her time. She will find the clients who also don’t trust easily — and when she does, they will recognise each other immediately.
Lacey
Lacey knows what it feels like to want to be seen and not know how to ask. She is still finding her full place in the herd — and she will find the clients who are doing exactly the same thing. She is not shy. She is waiting for the right person.
Star
Star notices before anyone else does. She reads what you carry the moment you walk in — and she responds to exactly that, not the version of yourself you brought to show the world. If you need a boundary held, she will show you what one feels like. If you are grieving, she will stand in it with you. She misses nothing.
Lilly
Lily does not come to everyone. She comes to the ones who cannot be reached any other way. She has stretched through a fence on a day she was not supposed to be working because someone on the other side needed to be found. She does not help. She finds.
Bambie
Bambi has never been touched by a human. She participates entirely on her own terms — watching from the outside, releasing quietly, showing up when something is real. She taught me that you do not have to be in the middle of something to be fully part of it.
Vic
Vic carries his own history and he knows how to find yours. He has gone to six different people over the years and simply stayed with them. Every one of those six had cancer — some did not know it yet. He does not choose randomly. He never has.
Prince
Prince steps back. He watches. He has not yet shown his full hand in the work — not because he has nothing to offer, but because the right moment and the right person have not arrived yet. When Prince steps fully forward, it will mean something.
The Horses That Made A Difference
Legacy
These are the horses that have left their mark on the humans that have been here for healing. They have given everything for those that need it and ushered in the change needed.
Max
I purchased Max as a weanling in 1998 and had him just shy of 24 years. He loved everyone especially babies of all species. In 2022 we had a foal born in May and Max took him under wing and taught him everything he could in the short time he had with him. Loving people was only one of the lessons taught to that baby. He passed along with a participant in 2022.
In July of 2022 we hosted a wounded warrior day and that is when Max took a special interest in one gentleman from the group. Now Max usually made the rounds as he was a social butterfly. This day was different; he spent all his time with one man. Over the next few weeks Max’s health went downhill fast and in a way that I had never seen in over 50 years of being around the horses. He lost weight then seemed to have trouble figuring out how to walk. He got to the point that he could not stand without leaning on another horse, a tree, or the fence. Then on his final day he tried to walk to me and it was as if one of his legs would not cooperate and he would get a few steps then go in a circle, he laid down that day and could not get up. I called the vet and spent the next few hours sitting with him thanking him for all he had taught me over the years and told him how much I loved him and would miss him, but loved him enough to let him cross into the spirit world. I knew he would always be with me no matter what. A couple weeks later I was talking to the organizer of the Wounded Warrior Day and told him that we had lost a horse, he informed me that we had also lost a wounded warrior and proceeded to show me a picture of the man. It was the man that Max had spent him time with. I got chills. I knew instinctly that Max had help this man transition into death and went with him to the spirit world. I did not know until that day that this man had stage 4 cancer. I have since been informed that the gentleman spoke of Max to his family until the day he passed. They are now in the spirit world together. I could not be prouder of Max to have helped this man in his last weeks. It is a honor to have him choose to leave in this manner he was always very compassionate. I miss him every day and will love him forever. He was my special boy. I get emotional every time I speak of him.
Pudge
Pudge came to us in 2018 from my sister-in law as he had been injured and could not be used for what they required of him. I worked on him to get him more comfortable and we used him in the program until he was no longer able to walk without pain. We said goodbye to him on Dec 9, 2023. He is now free of pain and running free on the other side. He made a huge impact on the lives of those who visited the farm. He will be forever missed.
The meaning of the phoenix is about renewal, overcoming darkness, and rising to the challenge to become powerful and succeed. I chose the Phoenix as a logo to depict the strength we gain each time someone or something tries to take us down. We rise above the flames with a different outlook and understanding about life. We rise with a determination to transform our lives.